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February 2012

And just like that, February dies, and gives way to March. February had been quite a rough month for me.

Early in the month, on the 5th, to be precise, a close friend of mine died of stress and heavy alcohol poisoning. Quite a shock it was. He just turned 17 in January. I spent the next two weeks helping with his funeral and wrap up all the loose ends he left.

The week after, was Valentine’s day. The Prom Committee, which I am a part of, had to arrange the roses, free clothes day, etc. So long story short, we all had quite some work to do, especially me and San San, my co-president in the PC.

The weekend of Valentines (18-19th), I got drunk. I mean drunk, as in senselessly drunk. In my history of drinking, never have I gotten so drunk that I couldn’t think straight. I then went on to make a couple of stupid sentences on twitter, and drank some more. I only fell asleep Sunday noon. For the next two weeks, I was plagued by headaches as a result of a night of heavy drinking. After one week of hellish torment of headaches, on the 26th of February, I swore to never in my life ever drink as heavily as I did. And also to put off whisky for a whole month.

The same day I made the Alcohol Promise, I got a new BlackBerry. And I bought my sister one. Problem was, we had to drive all the way to Cibubur to find a store with tbe product we wanted.

My father’s birthday was on the 28th, and we got a ton of cake.

So that’s February.

The first highlights of March, were my aunt’s birthday, and the wound I obtained on my thigh.


The best doctor to be, is a heart doctor. Cause if your patient dies, you just blame it on their heart.

– Dad
  • Sis: BLOODY HELL (with a fake ass british accent)
  • Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAH
  • Sis: What's so funny huh? (Still with the accent)
  • Me: HHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
  • Sis: whaaaaa-_-
  • Me: hhahahah...
  • SIs: Oka-
  • Me: BUAHAHAHAHAH!
  • Sis: STOP LAUGHING! (Accent's still there)
  • Me: BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!!!
  • Sis: STOP LAUGHING!!!! (accented)
  • Me: BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
  • Sis: Why are you laughing anyway??!! (heavily accented, pissed)
  • Me: Yer... BWAHAHAHAHAH... accent HUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
  • Sis: (-_-#)
  • Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!
  • Sis: What now? (accent gets more ridiculous)
  • Me: BWHAHAHAHAHAH yer face is hilarious BWAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAH
  • Sis: Щ(°Д°Щ)
  • Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
  • Sis: <sigh>
  • Me: <sniffles> oh hell my stomach hurts from laughing <imitating my sister> BWAHAHAHAHAHAH
  • Sis: okay okay okay stop it okay. (accent gone)
  • Me: Ok
  • Sis: Ok
  • Me: K
  • Sis: L
  • Me: huh? oh. M
  • Sis: N
  • Me: O Nvm

End of da year

Well, it’s been quite a year for me. Skipped a grade, my dear great-grandmother’s deeath(may she rest in peace), broke up with a longtime girlfriend, cheated on, , etc, etc, etc. Point is, that its been a challenging year. Nevertheless, it has been, in some ways, quite enjoyable. I’ll miss the good, bad, sad, happy things that’ve happened this year. And oh, some say the world’s gonna end in more or less a year. I think the Mayans just didnt have time to count 2013, but well, we’ll see. Anyways,

Merry Christmas

and Happy New Year.


I love you honey. It’s clear as glass; the truth is, I love you.

Bull. Shit. One of the damned sweet little phrases Anne used on me. Maybe she did love me when she said it, but later, instead of me breaking hers, she broke mine. What she broke? The Heart.

She’s a nice girl. I loved her, and never expected she’d do what she did. I thought she was, was, it just never crossed my mind that someone like her would betray anyone. Then she did it. I was surprised when I found her with him, in her room. Shocked I was. Not knowing what to do, I just when right home, and hell, I didnt know what to do. I just stood in my backyard, as if looking at the trees, with my mind flushed out, empty of everything, except confusion.

The next day, I took her out for a “date”. Broke up with her, and left her there.

Bout a month later,  I got this girl. Terry. we were fine at first, everything went smoothly, but I was still in shock. I had long episodes of thought, and eventually, it started bringing me and Terry apart. Eventually, we never even talked anymore. And during the pathetically short relationship, I never brought the subject of Anne up. It was just painful. And because of the pain, I kept on going back to the last truly happy moment I had with a girl, Jen. It brought forth many, many memories, and with it, many, many emotions. It just welled up inside me. It was just. Too. Painful.


Sleepless. For five days already.

Had to survive without enough sleep for five days. In five days, I have slept barely 8 hours. This has gotten me moody, and after dinner, I would lose almost all the memory of what happened afterwards, retaining only small fragments. I. Need. To. Sleep.


A dialogue I just wrote up.

  • Girl: It's never the stab that kills. It's the bleeding.
  • Boy: ...
  • Girl: Why did you leave me bleeding to death?
  • Boy: I couldn't kill you...
  • Girl: What do you mean you can't kill me?!!
  • Boy: I didn't want to hurt you...
  • Girl: Then why did you do it?!!
  • Boy: Because I love you.
  • Girl: ?
  • Boy: I love you. I hurt you so that you would bleed. So that another man may come along and save you. Hold you in his arms
  • Girl: But...
  • Boy: I thought that I wasn't good enough for you. That I might hurt you even more
  • Girl: Then you should've just killed me.
  • Boy: What do you mean?
  • Girl: You should've delivered the blow straight to my heart. Killed me with the truth.
  • Boy: I can't. It pains me to see you hurting like this.
  • Girl: It also pains me, that you even thought of hurting me.
  • Boy: It was because I love you! I didn't want you to get hurt even more! It was the easiest way to let you go, yet so painful.
  • Girl: I loved you too!
  • Boy: You should just go home. It's been done.
  • Girl: But... just tell me
  • Boy: What more do you have to know?!
  • Girl: Just tell me, do you still love me?
  • Boy: ...
  • Girl: Just tell me!
  • Boy: Yes. Are you satisfied? I left, I shoved you away, because I love you!
  • Girl: Then tell me. Why couldn't we be together? Why did you have to shove me away?
  • Boy: Because...
  • Girl: Because...
  • to be continued.

I dunno what the time or date is.

Just got back from the US. Had good fun. San Fran, Fresno, Vegas, Bakerfield, Los Angeles. T’was great. Worst thing about this trip, is the damn jetlag. Oh, and the cramped backseat of the car. As bad as it was, it was good.



peachesville:

This is Sophia. She is three years old and was a beautiful, kind little girl. On Saturday morning, she was beaten and raped by her mother’s boyfriend. She was beaten to the point of major head trauma and was on life support until yesterday afternoon, where she passed away. Arrests have STILL not been made on the boyfriend or the mother, who told the police she had choked on food and waited an hour before calling the cops, using the time to clean Sophia up. She’s been with the boyfriend since this happened, and hasn’t done anything to help Sophia’s case.

CHILD ABUSE IS NEVER OKAY. Every day, children are beat and molested, and Sophia isn’t the first and will not be the last to endure something like this. PLEASE REBLOG AND GET THE WORD OUT. Our town is very small and we want to raise as much awareness for child abuse as possible. This has changed our community and we are all beyond upset.



There’s nothin wrong with this picture rite? I mean, it’s just two PANDAS crawling around. Right?


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