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And just like that, February dies, and gives way to March. February had been quite a rough month for me.

Early in the month, on the 5th, to be precise, a close friend of mine died of stress and heavy alcohol poisoning. Quite a shock it was. He just turned 17 in January. I spent the next two weeks helping with his funeral and wrap up all the loose ends he left.

The week after, was Valentine’s day. The Prom Committee, which I am a part of, had to arrange the roses, free clothes day, etc. So long story short, we all had quite some work to do, especially me and San San, my co-president in the PC.

The weekend of Valentines (18-19th), I got drunk. I mean drunk, as in senselessly drunk. In my history of drinking, never have I gotten so drunk that I couldn’t think straight. I then went on to make a couple of stupid sentences on twitter, and drank some more. I only fell asleep Sunday noon. For the next two weeks, I was plagued by headaches as a result of a night of heavy drinking. After one week of hellish torment of headaches, on the 26th of February, I swore to never in my life ever drink as heavily as I did. And also to put off whisky for a whole month.

The same day I made the Alcohol Promise, I got a new BlackBerry. And I bought my sister one. Problem was, we had to drive all the way to Cibubur to find a store with tbe product we wanted.

My father’s birthday was on the 28th, and we got a ton of cake.

So that’s February.

The first highlights of March, were my aunt’s birthday, and the wound I obtained on my thigh.

Well, it’s been quite a year for me. Skipped a grade, my dear great-grandmother’s deeath(may she rest in peace), broke up with a longtime girlfriend, cheated on, , etc, etc, etc. Point is, that its been a challenging year. Nevertheless, it has been, in some ways, quite enjoyable. I’ll miss the good, bad, sad, happy things that’ve happened this year. And oh, some say the world’s gonna end in more or less a year. I think the Mayans just didnt have time to count 2013, but well, we’ll see. Anyways,

Merry Christmas

and Happy New Year.

Bull. Shit. One of the damned sweet little phrases Anne used on me. Maybe she did love me when she said it, but later, instead of me breaking hers, she broke mine. What she broke? The Heart.

She’s a nice girl. I loved her, and never expected she’d do what she did. I thought she was, was, it just never crossed my mind that someone like her would betray anyone. Then she did it. I was surprised when I found her with him, in her room. Shocked I was. Not knowing what to do, I just when right home, and hell, I didnt know what to do. I just stood in my backyard, as if looking at the trees, with my mind flushed out, empty of everything, except confusion.

The next day, I took her out for a “date”. Broke up with her, and left her there.

Bout a month later,  I got this girl. Terry. we were fine at first, everything went smoothly, but I was still in shock. I had long episodes of thought, and eventually, it started bringing me and Terry apart. Eventually, we never even talked anymore. And during the pathetically short relationship, I never brought the subject of Anne up. It was just painful. And because of the pain, I kept on going back to the last truly happy moment I had with a girl, Jen. It brought forth many, many memories, and with it, many, many emotions. It just welled up inside me. It was just. Too. Painful.

Had to survive without enough sleep for five days. In five days, I have slept barely 8 hours. This has gotten me moody, and after dinner, I would lose almost all the memory of what happened afterwards, retaining only small fragments. I. Need. To. Sleep.

Just got back from the US. Had good fun. San Fran, Fresno, Vegas, Bakerfield, Los Angeles. T’was great. Worst thing about this trip, is the damn jetlag. Oh, and the cramped backseat of the car. As bad as it was, it was good.